Exclarmation

It's all good. Stressful, but nothing I can't handle.

The wind has been overwhelming,
Breaking things without consideration of value.
I can hear it trying to pull our house apart,
Though I try to reassure myself otherwise.

Now it's dark and I hear a squeal,
An unpleasant whine hidden under the sound of rattling windows.
I am uneasy and it is persistent.
The more i hear the less I can pretend.

For a second there was silence,
And comfort settled in.
I guess it was just the wind whistling,
Nothing more.

There wasn't anything to worry about,
Our family was safe.
Then ever so faintly I heard the cry,
But the wind had stopped.

It grew and grew till it was unmistakable,
There would be no blaming the wind.
I heard them say divorce;
Our family didn't make it out i one piece.

Don't want to go to sleep because I won't want to wake up. That and I keep hoping something good might happen. Something might make today stand out. I probably shouldn't have spent my night reading the manga version of Fooly Cooly. It's a bummer. (though the anime is way better and came first) Naota, you and I have a lot in common. Well, maybe not, just one thing. And I think maybe we all have that one thing in common. That's why you repeat it in every one of the 6 episodes. "Nothing amazing ever happens here." I agree buddy. I feel like that too. At the same time I understand that it's a joke and satire, well it's laughing at the viewer whatever it is. Naota you live in a world where you are the hero. You have 3 girls after you, robots flying out of your head, and a whole planet to save... but wether or not you have any of that, if you had my life or a life 20 times crazier or duller, you'd still say, "Nothing amazing ever happens here."

And maybe it's because no matter what we have in life we will feel lacking, because you and I want something that is out of reach right now. You couldn't have Mamimi. What do I want... well let's not get into that. It's a little about love a little about friendship. Or maybe I just want to know what I'm doing wrong.

But I have more problems, heh. I have a few friends that I'm really worried about. School is a killer. And tomorrow I won't be ready to play Beautiful Day and Yesterday for class...

I'm just a little heartbroken distraught mess.

I need to be more thankful and hopeful. Old hope shouldn't be the cause of new hopelessness. Screw it!

In the words of Richard Albatross "Cut the crap!" though I'm sure he's not the first to say it. He just says it best.

That's all. I'm going to try to sleep now. Off to sleep, pray, and daydream about the final thing I'm adding to my book.